“You must wager. It is not optional. Which will you choose then? …Let us weigh the gain and the loss in wagering that God is. Let us estimate these two chances. If you gain, you gain all; if you lose, you lose nothing. Wager, then, without hesitation that He is.” ~ Pascal's Pensees
I'm certain you'll find the answer to your question when you die, for indeed you will die. Question is where you you be when you do?