@ gk.

Were you called by the Holy One of Israel,or you took up the celibacy thing by yourself? If truely Jehovah called you,then He will give you the grace to go through it. 'He is well able to bring to accomplishment,the good work,He started in you',and so the bible puts it.

If you took yourself into the thing,without being called,men,you are in a big trouble,you will be struggling all though! Anyway,pray! You are suffering? Pray! That is the message of Peter,Jesus disciple to the church.

But you shall remember the LORD your God,for it is He who is giving you power to make wealth,that He may confirm His covenant which He swore to your fathers,as it is this day. Deu 8:18