That 'surprise' loss really did a mental number on you,sir. It was like walking in on your wife, that you've never even suspected of being unfaithful,engaging in a bukake in your living room.
I hope it works out for you. But 5bob sio mbali to get out. May the almighty grant you peace and strength. Best of luck!
If the radiance of a thousand suns were to burst at once into the sky that would be like the splendour of the mighty one.