@Keraka, I feel you completely. Please do not regret or blame yourself. The unfortunate thing is that Kidney failure is a disease that people have no knowledge of. It was all in God's hands. If you can, please join us at the professional Center on Sat 29th as we support Mwangi. Mwangi also lived with regret for a long time because he had a chance to prevent the doctor when he saw the signs, and he was strongly advised to do so, but he ignored doctor's recommendations and continued to live a bad lifestyle. When he was finally diagnosed he just wanted to die. it took him quite a while to accept his disease.
please come if you can.