Friends, do you like mathematics? I like it myself, but some times I find the work too difficult, and my mind appears not to be disciplined enough for it.

But despite that, every time I have kept away from this I don't not seem to know what, called 'mathematics'; something has been whispering the word into my ears. And it's been so nagging. I want to find peace by looking at it as comprehensively as possible or even just opening my eyes to it.

I have, and I am undertaking a mathematical journey and you probably are. Or you may be tempted to join. I'm about to go back to Bertrand Russell's Philosophy, check on Peirce but there's a whole lot of material on the net. Please share if you find anything of interest.

2. Science without mathematics is not science.

If life is about mathematical relations, like revolutions around the sun, or frequency vibration: How can it be possible for an individual to ignore the mathematical relations he/she creates by virtue of being alive?

For example is 'Karma' or fate, mathematical computation and result creating?

Can one be able to live well by virtue of mathematical control?

Again these are ancient traditions going back to Pythagoras and probably beyond.

The failure to understand what mathematics exactly is, is the biggest problem of our civilization. In the Copernican revolution mathematics was aligned with science, and since then it has been treated like a science, and hence has also been constrained.

By constraining mathematics, world order has constrained itself, and in that respect, our current civilization is decadedent.

If we go backwards in history, we find mathematics as the 'word of God' or 'Maat'.

Maat was lost. How Maat was lost is simple; the meaning of its symbolism was taken for granted and was lost because by its futuristic and far seeing nature, the secular use of Maat could generate surpluses. And power, being an object that many want could easily slip to those who were oblivious of Maat.

Note how the Babylonians/ Sumerians in fact, excelled at looking at the stars while building sophisticated mathematical systems.