Where is the big trouble here? Young girls half your age are coping with your situation or even worse and going on with their life's.
My only advice is that you start using your head now,challenges 10times this are coming your way.
One question,as a 30 year old virgin,no man had begged you as hard as the naked man who knelt down? Si ungempatia gari ya KBJ 247K,ama 'bui bui virgins style' Ngomongo wewe!
Ninajua Yote!
Ras Kienyeji Man