I have been a man in my life and never gave up or bowed out of any challenge and that means I excelled academically, career wise, in business and in a way financially, but guys, I for the first time bow out and decide that it's better to live in peace and in one piece rather than find myself rotting somewhere in jail or six feet down just for a minute of anger. I find it very difficult to accept this as a man because it hurts my ego but I find it to be the only way out. Anything that reminds me of marriage just changes my pulse rate and I even have difficulty breathing. If this is what marriage can be, hata pope anaishi. But thank God am learning to take life day after another and finding peace within to forge ahead.

I will never visit the institution called marriage again, never. Full stop. Could i be right or its just a matter of time? i realy dont know.

Alafu sasa unieleze hii kamtu kagreen umetoa wapi?
kana look beautiful!