@pauloti;
Please don't justify the wrongs you did. Accept them and resolve to change!!!
The notion that retail business is non-existent is a fallacy!!! Look at the biggest businesses in Kenya...SAFCOM,EABL,Bidco,etc: They don't make most of their money from GoK!! In fact,if the GoK stopped buying from them,they would not feel anything.
Don't give bribes because everybodyelse is giving. Only give bribes after deciding that you want to be crooked.
But if you want to be upright,then don't bother bidding for GoK tenders....a day will come and GoK officers will come to plead with you bid because you will be the only person not black-listed!!!!!
In the meantime,revise your personal expiditure budget and live within your means.
A day will surely come when everyone in constituency / district will say 'There walks pauloti,the man who refused to give bribes to the CDF committee'. That will be worth more than billions of shillings in the bank!!
Behind the gardens...Behind the wall...Under the tree (Including: Red...Dark Blue...Yellow)
Nothing is real unless it can be named; nothing has value unless it can be sold; money is worthless unless you spend it.