God is great. Through all you are going through just know that he has great plans for you and he will never forsake you. Read Matthew 6.25-34 http://www.biblegateway....06.25-34&version=NIV and Deutoronomy 8.1-8 http://www.biblegateway....%208.1-8&version=NIV Have a blessed day 'The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes.” William James