Good luck Eric Chomba. You may not know it now and it may not feel like it but you have just probably made the best decision of your life.
For those who have never been with an older woman; they can be like a drug addiction, they make you feel like the greatest thing in the world, like you will never die while at the same time they are slowly taking over your life. If they happen to have a strong personality and you happen to be of a gentler nature, you are doomed!!! You will not know what happened to you. Utakuwa unasema "yes" even when you don't know what the question is. Its like being possesed by an evil spirit.
On the flip side is, if they are intelligent and have a positive mind they can drive a man to heights he never thought he would ever reach. Examples: Pius Muiru, Peter Mbugua, Denzel Washington