Good evening Mr.(/Mrs./Ms./Dr./Prof.) Murenju.
Don't worry much about your portolio, you need to worry more about your broker. And since you started trading in 2005, maybe you need to confirm whether Nyaga or Thuo or DSL sold your stocks without your knowledge. Then, get more organised. 21 counters in one portfolio simply means you are not a serious man, or, you only buy minimim shares i.e. 100 per counter.
Finally, start afresh. This you can do by buying more on the most promising counters so as you can atleast bring down the loss.
Have a good trading,
Yours,
dunkang
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