reading "the ultimate secrets of total self confidence" by Dr. Robert Anthony. According to him suicide is one of the major addictions of a person with low self esteem. The others are blaming &complaining, fault finding, need for attention & approval, lack of close friends, aggressive need to win, overindulgence, depression, divorce, greed & selfishness, indecision & procrastination, putting up a false front and self pity. He calls suicide the severest form of self-criticism.
Life is short. Live passionately.