if your situation is real,you must be a very indecisive man which is not good for a man.
but if you must insist on keeping your indecisiveness,just leave her and stuff. take your stuff and leave her alone.
Make her feel that she is the winner and you are the loser.
but you must in future stop dfrifting through life,take charge
Jesus,make me a blessing to my family and my country Kenya
For in him (Jesus) we live and move and have our being-Acts 17:28